19 September 2010

finding one man among so many

25 July 2010

pinehurst


pinehurst, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

well we made it to london. sister's house is just beautiful makes me feel like a miserable failure but then that's how it's gonna be from now on. i'm the black sheep of the family now and it sucks. i wish my life was half as good as my sisters. my life used to be and i appreciated it everyday yet that wasn't enough for it to be taken away from me. i've got to get a better attitude about this or my 2 weeks here will be miserable.

27 June 2010

little pebbles


little pebbles, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i'm stressing out so much lately and i don't know how to stop. i'm stressing about going to london, i'm stressing about work, personal issues. it's coming from everywhere. all i can do is one day at a time.

i was thinking about it


i was thinking about it, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i have a love hate relationship with cigarettes. i hate smoking, i hate smoke but sometimes i really love to smoke a cigarette. i am going to attempt to quit yet again.

04 April 2010

i'm kind of a writer


i'm kind of a writer, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

this journey is almost over i hope. it began so long ago and i can't believe an end is possibly near. if you read this blog please send good wishes my way for tomorrow. (monday) i need all the good vibes i can get! and thank you!

03 April 2010

the fan


the fan, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i love the deamy quality of this image. not sure exactly what it is? i'm not exactly sure myself!

24 March 2010

love modeling


love modeling, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

been uninspired with ttv lately. i wish i could shake it. it was about this far in last year with the ttv 365 project that i ran out of steam. but i'm sticking to it dammit!

21 March 2010

put some alicia keys on it


put some alicia keys on it, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

we went to a hiking trail and took some tutu pictures. it was quite an accomplishment to get my daughter to put on a mask a let me take her picture. we got some strange looks from the occasional passing hikers but it was still fun.

18 March 2010

awesome


awesome, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

trying on wedding dresses! we had a blast and michelle looked like a princess! so much fun. i even bought the dress for nisha's wedding. yay!

15 March 2010

everyday


everyday, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

my first dog, maggie, died this evening and i am sad. she was a good and sweet dog.

14 March 2010

st. patrick's day parade


IMG_0034, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

we went to the parade today like we do every year. had a good time. i shot quite a few photos with my vistaquest. i love that little camera! the color the vignette it's just lo-fi yumminess!

13 March 2010

great


great, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

felt kinda strange today - low and sad - but it was okay. a long day though. glad to be going to bed.

11 March 2010

choke


choke, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i've started smoking again and i HAVE TO QUIT! it's getting out of hand.

10 March 2010

shock value


shock value, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

gotta love some blue fingernails!

09 March 2010

it is already too late


it is already too late, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

took a walk with my daughter yesterday. just around the block but it was such a nice day just that little walk was nice.

07 March 2010

speed trials


speed trials, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

we went to ocean springs yesterday and shot some photos under the bridge. then we went to see alice and wonderland! it was awesome!

05 March 2010

cat call


cat call, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i just love this sucker!

04 March 2010

but i stray


but i stray, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i got these bunny masks at the grocery store and i just love them!

01 March 2010

slept well


slept well, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

love is on my mind all the time. ah love it can make you so sad or make you unbelievably happy. why does it have to be so complicated?

26 February 2010

a slow song


a slow song, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

my new point and shoot came in and i LOVE it! it shoots amazing color. i'm still working out how to best use it for the original purpose - ttv. but it's coming along.