finding one man among so many

finding one man among so many, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

pinehurst

pinehurst, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

well we made it to london. sister's house is just beautiful makes me feel like a miserable failure but then that's how it's gonna be from now on. i'm the black sheep of the family now and it sucks. i wish my life was half as good as my sisters. my life used to be and i appreciated it everyday yet that wasn't enough for it to be taken away from me. i've got to get a better attitude about this or my 2 weeks here will be miserable.

little pebbles

little pebbles, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i'm stressing out so much lately and i don't know how to stop. i'm stressing about going to london, i'm stressing about work, personal issues. it's coming from everywhere. all i can do is one day at a time.

i was thinking about it

i was thinking about it, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i have a love hate relationship with cigarettes. i hate smoking, i hate smoke but sometimes i really love to smoke a cigarette. i am going to attempt to quit yet again.

i'm kind of a writer

i'm kind of a writer, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

this journey is almost over i hope. it began so long ago and i can't believe an end is possibly near. if you read this blog please send good wishes my way for tomorrow. (monday) i need all the good vibes i can get! and thank you!

the fan

the fan, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i love the deamy quality of this image. not sure exactly what it is? i'm not exactly sure myself!

love modeling

love modeling, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

been uninspired with ttv lately. i wish i could shake it. it was about this far in last year with the ttv 365 project that i ran out of steam. but i'm sticking to it dammit!

put some alicia keys on it

put some alicia keys on it, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

we went to a hiking trail and took some tutu pictures. it was quite an accomplishment to get my daughter to put on a mask a let me take her picture. we got some strange looks from the occasional passing hikers but it was still fun.

awesome

awesome, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

trying on wedding dresses! we had a blast and michelle looked like a princess! so much fun. i even bought the dress for nisha's wedding. yay!

everyday

everyday, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

my first dog, maggie, died this evening and i am sad. she was a good and sweet dog.

st. patrick's day parade

IMG_0034, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

we went to the parade today like we do every year. had a good time. i shot quite a few photos with my vistaquest. i love that little camera! the color the vignette it's just lo-fi yumminess!

great

great, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

felt kinda strange today - low and sad - but it was okay. a long day though. glad to be going to bed.

choke

choke, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i've started smoking again and i HAVE TO QUIT! it's getting out of hand.

shock value

shock value, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

gotta love some blue fingernails!

it is already too late

it is already too late, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

took a walk with my daughter yesterday. just around the block but it was such a nice day just that little walk was nice.

speed trials

speed trials, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

we went to ocean springs yesterday and shot some photos under the bridge. then we went to see alice and wonderland! it was awesome!

cat call

cat call, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i just love this sucker!

but i stray

but i stray, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i got these bunny masks at the grocery store and i just love them!

slept well

slept well, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

love is on my mind all the time. ah love it can make you so sad or make you unbelievably happy. why does it have to be so complicated?

a slow song

a slow song, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

my new point and shoot came in and i LOVE it! it shoots amazing color. i'm still working out how to best use it for the original purpose - ttv. but it's coming along.

this is the sound

this is the sound, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i started wearing brad's ring on my wedding finger. i never take it off. this way i think of him always. and miss him always. and always know that he was my soulmate.

you laugh just like me

you laugh just like me, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

bought some yummy treats at the grocery store today for some food shots. these came out with too much noise so i'm going to reshoot them tomorrow. and it's tuesday...lost night!

my first cousin

my first cousin, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i finally got my camera in today a minolta dimage 7hi. it's several years old but I LOVE IT! it shoot raw and handles like a dslr. it my new crush. i just want to shoot pictures all the time with it! now i'm off to ebay to find accessories for it :)

things you keep

things you keep, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

it's complicated is being used to describe all manner of relationships these days and mine is no different. i do however like this portrait very much.

cigarettes ruin lives of lesser girls

cigarettes ruin lives of lesser girls, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i reopened my etsy store and finished up my web site. i realized i hadn't taken any photos today. so i took out the cute head band i bought at dollar tree and did some ttv shots. i really like how these turned out. very nostalgic and vintage feeling.

polka dots

, originally uploaded by MadSunCaribou.

i am working on a web site for michelle and i'm really excited about it because i get to be really creative. although sometimes i feel like my work is shit it's still fun to get to do something colorful and out of the ordinary.